I’m on the couch, just before 9PM, watching some show about celebrity divorces on VH1. I’ve spent most of the day on the couch. Maybe I needed a day like today, eh?

I also didn’t work out and I made sure I ate a lot of calories today. I was reading some articles online and I wonder if I worked out so much and ate so little that my metabolism got fucked up. I don’t know. In any case, I’m about to go two days without working out for the first time in, oh, six months. I understand that whole “listen to your body” thing. This dissonance will be productive.

I’m tired of second guessing myself. I’ve spent my whole life second guessing myself.

Maybe I’ll read some Lawrence now. What else did I do today? Seriously, I watched parts of Godfather 2, How To Lose a Guy In Ten Days, the Thursday night shows, Dollhouse, etc. I’m tired now. Hopefully I’ll sleep, eh? Good night.